hai buhay...
huling araw nnmn ng weekend,sa martes finals na nmin...
pty pty nnmn ak0...
hehehe...
nyweiz...
kains ksi yw bumuks nung friendster accnt ko...
nkakapikon nmn...
paubos pa intrnt crd ko...
hai nku...
is dis it?
damn nmn oh...

> What hurts...
> :: letting go of a person u've just learned to love
> :: reminiscing the good times u shared together
> :: shielding ur heart to love somebody
> :: trying to hide what u really feel
> :: trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall
> from ur eyes
> :: loving a person too much
> :: giving up someone u never thought of giving up
> :: having the right love at the wrong time
> :: taking the risk to fall in love again
> :: hiding ur relationship from someone else
> :: controlling ur feelings to avoid hurting a friend
> :: thinking of her every waking and sleeping moment
> knowing all the while that she never even thinks a
> single thought of you...
> :: letting go, because everytime you see the person,
> you only fall deeper
> :: holding back only to find out when it's too late,
> you both felt the same way, but were only scared to
> lose each other so much that you didn't let the
> feelings out
> :: falling inlove with someone you didnt mean to
> fall in love with
> :: finding the perfect girl...with only one
> problem....she doesnt love you...
> :: helping the one you love court your friend
> :: seeing the one you love crying for someone else
> :: the waiting also hurts like hell
> :: having to hear "... I've met someone"
> :: agreeing to her wish to 'just be friends'.
> :: asking her freedom back because she'd be happier
> with him'
> :: asking u to 'forget that everything happened'and
> be 'normal' friends again.
> :: hearing that u're treated as a big bro
> :: sharing her future plans for the guy with you.
> :: u stopped being friends because her bf asked her
> to.
> :: being denied in front of people.
> :: telling u lies where she'd been when actually,
> she was with a 'new friend' or an 'old flame'
> :: she told u she'd be leaving you to return to her
> ex (the one she left 4 you!)
> :: breaking someone's heart
> :: fighting for that one thing that would make you
> happy
> :: that is, holding on to a person who can not
> guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she fixed
> himself/herself...then, you are left hanging for
> the moment...then he/she says, time will tell...but
> you still
> decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her
> :: PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying...
> :: PRETENDING to be strong.... and RECOGNIZING your
> weakness
> :: lying in bed each night, thinking of that special
> person you can never have...
> :: being with someone you can't actually love...
> :: pretending you don't love a person whom you
> actually love...
> :: being in love...
> :: letting go even if you really don't want to...
> having no right to say you are hurting, because it
> was your decision
> :: seeing the person you love hurt because of you...
> and not being able to help that person...
> :: having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the
> person you love and finding out afterwards that
> things will never be the same again when he/she
> doesnt
> treat you with the same closeness as before
> :: having to face the fact that someone is capable
> of completely destroying the wall that you have set
> for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable
> :: admitting that you love someone despite her/his
> imperfections
> :: finding out that the more you try to hate
> her/him, the more you end up loving her/him,
> perhaps even more than before...
> :: realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led
> to your break-up.
> :: the thought that this girl/guy, used to really
> love you and you loved her/him as well but you
> didn't give enough and
> she/he gave up on you
> :: Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else....."
> :: making a promise....and realizing that when the
> time has come for that promise to be
> delivered....the commitment is no longer there...
> :: the hardest thing about love - believing it
> exists.
>
> After you've been hurt...
> ...learn to forgive
> ...learn to trust and love again
>
>
> ang sad naman.. but then again.. we have to move
> on..

who made you cry
Rainy day, feeling a little blue
Your face showed you are a little tired
Would like to ask you who you are thinking of right now
Would like to ask you who you are waiting for all night
The two of us in an empty room
Yet I can't grasp what you are feeling
Actually all these days, we have both been changing
Pursuing our own utopia
Tell me baby who's making you cry
Tell me baby why these sleepless nights
I'm willing to give you all of me
Please, wouldn't you look at me
Tell me baby who's making you cry
Don't let my heart break all alone
If only you'll try to understand
Baby won't you come and ease my pain


special existance
A bright blue sky, my white shirt fluttering
in the breeze
Happy as a sail filled by the wind oh...
Hugging you, it feels so right
I'm here for you to rely, any time you want

Loving a person, isn't about returns
I'm stnading guard for you willingly
I don't need repayment

The most special existence
You're worth waiting for
My heart is being conquered
A little more each day
Love, once uttered
Becomes a promise I'll keep
You can never be replaced by another

The most special existence
You make reluctant to leave
Happiness requires time (to cultivate)
That's understandable
Just like now, leaning against me, oh...
Doesn't matter whether you understand
I already know y answer
love loves you!
Rubbing your tear stained eyes
The sadness in your eyes seem sadder
Hurts me to see you like this, yet I don't know how to comfort you

You said the world is so cold
You wonder what is true emotion
Want to give up
Escape far away

Wounds, put them aside
Forget the past
Let me make a home for you

Love is about you, love is about you
From the day we first met
Please don't weep, Please don't weep
You are to be cherished

Love is about you, I only want to love you
Even when you don't agree to it
I'll continue waiting patiently
Staying by your side accompany you, watching over you

everywhere
Rubbing your tear stained eyes
The sadness in your eyes seem sadder
Hurts me to see you like this, yet I don't know how to comfort you

You said the world is so cold
You wonder what is true emotion
Want to give up
Escape far away

Wounds, put them aside
Forget the past
Let me make a home for you

Love is about you, love is about you
From the day we first met
Please don't weep, Please don't weep
You are to be cherished

Love is about you, I only want to love you
Even when you don't agree to it
I'll continue waiting patiently
Staying by your side accompany you, watching over you

Look in my eyes, baby truth or not lies
The questions of what and why
Let them die, cuz now's the time to fly
So close your eyes and leave the lonely past behind
And just let me hold you not scold you, cuz baby I told you
That the only thing I want is to grow old with you
Look in your heart, cuz I know I've got the parts
To feed what you need from the start

Now brace yourself and prepare, for tender loving care
No need now to stare, no non other can compare
Now for a close up, back that thing up
And let this thing called love
Take it's course so we can live it up
My futures with you,
I can see it ever so clearly
Taking it slow, cuz you're the only one for me
So here's my heart for you, now and forever more
Cuz you're the only one that I adore

i2 lst 1 hope u lyk it...

you as a friend
There are too many excuses in this world
Not saying one of them won't affect anything
I'm used to the silence
Sorry if it hurts you to hear

Smiling doesn't mean acceptance
Silence doesnt mean cold shoulder
When you fly through my sky
Can you understand
This kind of me?

Everyone's way of being sweet is different
Some are windlike, some are firelike
Some keep them in their heart

Everyone's say of commitment is different
There's nothing wrong with thinking to much
There's no use in saying too much
Why don't we tell it after it's accomplished?
As long as in my heart
I think of you as a friend
There's no need to say anything
but up the mountain or down the sea
If sometimes we lose contact
I'll respect your lonely freedom
Because in my heart
I think of you as a friend
Always understanding without saying anything
You have your moods, I have my moods
If it's sincere then we'll always get along

Everyone's way of being sweet is different
Some are windlike, some are firelike
Some keep them in their heart

Everyone's say of commitment is different
There's nothing wrong with thinking to much
There's no use in saying too much
Why don't we tell it after it's accomplished?

idont wanna know - chen wei
The sea then becomes the fence to be cut off you and my blue color
sky is only left over sadly
I the sailing ship which reach a deadlock on the picture was waiting
for the wind waited for you fail to keep an appointment smiling face

My concern only has you to understand thought a second is
turbulent on the mighty waves

I Don't Want To Know loses you to have the multi- pains
I am only willing for you to exist on ?
This world said my wrong wrong no no no
I Don't Want To Know do I no longer stretch out my both hands to who
Because you remain for me a dream
I Don't Want To Know you are lonely
When you close your both eyes I to be able about you

Who did we ever not once bid good-bye do not need to tell me
The psychological fence continuously with is walking the same sky also to close me
I all repose the hope in you tolerantly also have your gentle smiling face

My concern only has you most to understand thought a second
is turbulent on the mighty waves
I ?Don't Want To Know loses you to have the multi- pains I to
be only willing for you to exist
Calculated this world said my wrong wrong no no no
I ?Don't Want To Know do I no longer stretch out my both hands to who

The heart can the tired heart be able to break to pieces but the heart
to fear regretted I do not be perfect
Who so long as can give you my all to miss
I have not all vacillated a spot the feeling so long as your comfort